Wednesday, May 21, 2008

The Politics of Religion

Is it possible for conservative evangelicals to be respectful of their political opponents?

While I have my concerns, I can respect Christians who stand on the Republican side of the fence. What I can't tolerate is how they seem to be the group most likely to muckrake and speak unkindly of their opponents.

I've long since lost count of friends and acquaintances sharing videos and links that paint the Democratic candidates as though their presidency would bring the Earth to its end while praising the Republican candidates' every move. I can't, however, think of more than a small handful of times when any opposing group did the same to such a large degree. Maybe this is because I am, more often than not, surrounded by Christians, most of which probably lean Republican.

Ours is the only population that I have seen doing so much to disrupt their chosen opponent. My concern is that such action is not showing the supposed fruit of a healthy faith. If anything, I would expect and hope that the community of believers would be the least likely to be planting seeds of disarray.

I'm trying to address this issue gently; I'm well aware that I'm not perfect or that more often than not I don't show healthy fruit in my own faith. To be transparent: half of me writes this judgmentally, but the other half is out of honest concern for the way my fellow believers carry out their beliefs.

Is it loving to call a political opponent disgusting when they disagree with you on a particular issue? Furthermore, is it respectful and honoring to those who do not share your political views?

To put a face on it: I'm an Obama supporter. I don't agree with his entire policy, but we agree on the issues that are most important to me. That's not my point, though. My concern is that, if I feel disrespected and judged when my Christian peers speak harshly about Obama (and I do), how much more are non-believers going to feel that way?

Tuesday, May 06, 2008

Monthly Playlist: April 2008

May? What happened to April? I guess I've been busy or something.

April was a month of playing artists on repeat: Bon Iver; Jimmy Eat World; Foals; Does It Offend You, Yeah?; Portishead; Grizzly Bear. There was also some Coachella reminiscing and a healthy scoop of bitterness towards Western evangelical culture (check out the Chris Thile song), but those are rants for another time.

  1. Grizzly Bear - "Alligator (Choir Version)" (Friend EP)
  2. Does It Offend You, Yeah? - "Let's Make Out" (You Have No Idea What You're Getting Yourself Into)
  3. Jimmy Eat World - "Firefight" (Chase This Light)
  4. Grizzly Bear - "Little Brother (Electric)" (Friend EP)
  5. Foals - "Two Steps, Twice" (Antidotes)
  6. Does It Offend You, Yeah? - "We Are Rockstars" (You Have No Idea What You're Getting Yourself Into)
  7. Jimmy Eat World - "Kill" (Futures)
  8. Bon Iver - "Skinny Love" (For Emma, Forever Ago)
  9. Bon Iver - "re: Stacks" (For Emma, Forever Ago)
  10. Chris Thile - "The Believer" (Deceiver)
  11. mewithoutYou - "The Sun and the Moon" (Brother, Sister)
  12. Bon Iver - "The Wolves (Act I and II)" (For Emma, Forever Ago)
  13. Vampire Weekend - "Mansard Roof" (Vampire Weekend)
  14. Portishead - "Machine Gun" (Third)
  15. International Superheroes of Hardcore - "Dirty Mouth" (Tip Of The Iceberg/Takin' It Ova!)
  16. Man Man - "The Ballad of Butter Beans" (Rabbit Habits)
  17. Les Savy Fav - "The Sweat Descends" (Inches)

Now, if you'll excuse me, I've got to get back to working 24/7 and getting the life sucked out of me by tactless people that I still try hard to love.

Thursday, April 10, 2008

Monthly Playlist: March 2008

Oh hey, it's April. Time flies when you're having... a busy month. Or something.

So for those of you that don't read Buzzgrinder — which, according to my highly-detailed traffic metrics, is 100% of all two of you — it might be worth noting that I didn't get Radiohead tickets despite staying up all night for that sole reason. Still looking for an outlet for my anger. Someone buy me a punching bag. Or, even better, Radiohead tickets. (Preferably ones where I can actually, you know, see the band without binoculars.)

March was more dub, a few ambient discoveries and rediscoveries (Stars of the Lid and Brian Eno, respectively) and remembering a bunch of stuff was good that I hadn't listened to in a while. Oh, and sometimes watching TV influences my music listening, oddly enough. That's where Yael Naïm and José Gonzalez came from.

  1. Marilyn Manson - "The Reflecting God" (Antichrist Superstar)
  2. Dub Trio - "Awakening Dub" (Exploring the Dangers Of)
  3. Envy - "A Will Remains In The Ashes" (A Dead Sinking Story)
  4. Brian Eno - "1/1" (Ambient 1: Music for Airports)
  5. Bloc Party - "Banquet" (Silent Alarm)
  6. Gorillaz - "Dracula" (Gorillaz)
  7. Boys Like Girls - "The Great Escape" (Boys Like Girls)
  8. Nickel Creek - "Doubting Thomas" (Why Should the Fire Die?)
  9. He Is Legend - "(((louds" (Suck Out the Poison)
  10. Public Enemy - "Son of a Bush" (Body Of War: Songs That Inspired An Iraq War Veteran)
  11. Bright Eyes - "When the President Talks To God" (Body Of War: Songs That Inspired An Iraq War Veteran)
  12. Yael Naïm - "New Soul" (Yael Naïm)
  13. Rogue Wave - "California" (Descended Like Vultures)
  14. Stars of the Lid - "Even If You're Never Awake" (and Their Refinement of the Decline)
  15. José Gonzalez - "Killing For Love" (In Our Nature)
  16. José Gonzalez - "Teardrop" (In Our Nature)

Tuesday, April 01, 2008

Late Night Rant: Why I didn't go to "the Piper conference"

I'm probably going to upset someone with this. That's not the goal. I only want to explain why I don't regret one bit that I voluntarily skipped John Piper's Desiring God conference this last weekend.

Does "You shall have no other gods before me" ring a bell?

I love a lot of musicians. They are very important to me, and I hold many of them in very high esteem. But when I see them live, I do my very best to not treat them as anything more than the human they are. He or she may have created something greater than I can or said something that inspired me more than I can describe, but the minute I say "[insert musician] is amazing" instead of "[insert musician] creates amazing music," I know I'm in trouble.

I feel the same should hold true of those that put so much value into prominent Christians, maybe even more so. Certainly it's nice to see that people have so much respect for a man that clearly has devoted his life to understanding the Gospel. My concern is more with the fact that the "Don't Waste Your Life" conference was dubbed "the Piper conference" within days of its announcement. (I had to go to his site to look up the official name.)

A rule of thumb I'd like to propose: if the person teaching the conference/writing the book/speaking the sermon/leading the worship is being held in higher regard than the content he or she is presenting, it's time to question priorities. For as much buzz as I heard about the event, before and after, I still don't know what it was about beyond what its official name tells me. That to me is a bad sign.

The irony is painful

I heard a lot of talk about how this "could be a once in a lifetime chance" coming from everyone from friends to respected pastors. A once in a lifetime chance for what? To spend your hard-earned money and two days of your time watching a guy speak out of the Bible you read every day, only to find that he puts the recordings on his website less than 48 hours later for free? It hurts me to wonder at the man hours that were spent to put this all together. There is pain in seeing the irony that so many "wasted" their time and money to see someone in person who could have saved thousands of hours and dollars by speaking his message into a microphone and putting it online.

I apologize for being so brash. Being so entrenched in Christian culture has only made me jaded and I don't think that's the way it was meant to be. I just can't help it when the contradictions are so glaring.

I'm not going to hold firmly to my statements, though: show cases of truly changed lives of those that attended the conference or tell me where my thinking has gone wrong. Please. It hurts to tear down my own people so I don't want to be doing so unnecessarily.

Tuesday, March 25, 2008

Why am I afraid?

Found this quote via The Ragamuffin Gospel by Brennan Manning:

Why am I afraid to dance, I who love music and rhythm and grace and song and laughter? Why am I afraid to live, I who love life and the beauty of flesh and the living colors of the earth and sky and sea? Why am I afraid to love, I who love love?
Eugene O'Neill, The Great God Brown

For me, the question becomes: Why am I afraid to take risks that are required to continue on a path to where I want to be and, quite possibly, where God wants me to be? Lord, help me to put myself on the line when it's easier to be comfortable.

Saturday, March 15, 2008

Goal changes

You may have noticed that I haven't posted a song or drawing for a couple weeks. There is a reason for this. (Side note: I always talk to "you" as though I have an audience. Why do I do that?)

I've decided to put those two goals on pause for the time being because, one, they were taking up more time than I had available due to my poor prediction of how long it would take and how much free time I have; two, it only took about a month before it started feeling more like an obligation than something I wanted to do, and these goals are about me getting things done that I want; and three, other things have come into my peripheral that may be taking up more of my time in the near future. Those things will be announced if and when they start happening.

This isn't giving up. It's more that I learned that drawing and songwriting are not things I enjoy when I force myself to do them. That said, when the occasion calls, I'll now look to those two things as more valid forms of expression to get things out of my head than I did before. If training myself to think that way was the intent (it partially was), it has been met. So you may still hear the occasional song from me when I need to say or emote something and you may still see the occasional comic when I have a funny tidbit of conversation from Amy to share or drawing when I see something beautiful in my head.

Thursday, March 06, 2008

Drawing #5: Chuck Taylor

I didn't feel like drawing a comic this week, and I'm at least half a week late anyway, so here's a crappy drawing of my shoe that took maybe half an hour:

2008-03-06
(Click for full size, as always.)

It's been a long time since I sketched something I was looking at. Despite that, I don't think I did that bad. What do you think?

Also, a hearty CONGRATULATIONS to Amy (yes, the one made "famous" in my dumb comics) who got engaged on Tuesday to the dapper and charming Dan B. The only downside to this moment of awesomeness is that now I have to work my vacation time schedules around their prospective October wedding date, seeing how Amy wants me to be there and stuff. I know, life is rough. Way to not work around my needs with your little wedding, guys. Jeez.

Tuesday, March 04, 2008

Monthly Playlist: February 2008

I just noticed that my last entry was my 100th post. Sweet deal.

Here's my playlist for February. Lots of familiar favorites because I wasn't in so much of a discovery mood for a few weeks. Then there's the obvious hey-I-finally-saw-Once inclusions from Glen Hansard. And the only really good song from Across the Universe that I recalled when I saw it for a second time (and then heard again when I tortured myself with an hour of the Grammys). Sublime showed up when it was raining, to remind me that the sun does actually exist. That spun me into a warm little pool of reggae and dub that will undoubtedly show up on the March playlist.

Also, no links. I'm lazy (sick again, actually) and there was no indication that anybody but me actually cared about them. I'm convinced these lists are mostly for me anyway.

  1. Ryan Adams - "The Shadowlands" (Love Is Hell)
  2. Radiohead - "How To Disappear Completely" (Kid A)
  3. The Mars Volta - "Ilyena" (The Bedlam in Goliath)
  4. Glen Hansard & Marketa Irglova - "Falling Slowly" (Once Soundtrack)
  5. Glen Hansard - "Say It To Me Now" (Once Soundtrack)
  6. Carol Woods - "Let It Be" (Across The Universe Soundtrack)
  7. Tom Waits - "Putnam County" (Nighthawks At the Diner)
  8. Ryan Adams - "New York, New York" (Gold)
  9. Bright Eyes - "Poison Oak" (I'm Wide Awake, It's Morning)
  10. Bright Eyes - "Road To Joy" (I'm Wide Awake, It's Morning)
  11. Ryan Adams - "La Cienega Just Smiled" (Gold)
  12. Balmorhea - "Divisadero" (Rivers Arms)
  13. Sublime - "Badfish" (40 Oz. To Freedom)
  14. The Used - "Dark Days" (Shallow Believer)
  15. Vampire Weekend - "The Kids Don't Stand A Chance" (Vampire Weekend)
  16. MF Doom - "Vomitspit" (Mm.. Food)
  17. The Velvet Underground - "All Tomorrow's Parties" (The Velvet Underground & Nico)
  18. Radiohead - "Pulk/Pull Revolving Doors" (Amnesiac)

Thursday, February 28, 2008

Song #4: Room For Joy

Due to the lateness of getting this done, I did the vocals quickly. And then I realized that I'm using a really cheap vocal microphone, so this isn't going to get much better, other than me hitting the rhythm better and not missing as many notes, until I get a new mic. But still, it's painful for me to listen to myself from the moment I open my mouth. But I'm practicing not being a perfectionist, so this is what you get.

I worked really hard on the melody and lyrics for this one, though. I'm actually pretty happy with those, save a line or two.

Josh Mock - Room For Joy

There was some major inspiration from Bright Eyes and Once/Glen Hansard/The Frames, in case that isn't blatantly obvious. I've been listening to both a lot over the past few weeks.

Oh, and if you ever wonder why people drown stuff in reverb like I did there, it's to cover up the mistakes. That's the same reason why bad guitarists love distortion. Audio effects are lifesavers and yet far too often a crutch.

As always, the comments are there for you to criticize my work. That's a big part of why I'm doing this. I can't get better if I don't know what I'm doing wrong.

Sunday, February 24, 2008

To Hold You Over

A fun comic that I identify all too well with. (Update: Err... looks like you'll have to click it to see the whole thing. Hooray for inflexible Blogger profiles.)

CS3 does not a good designer make. Ask anyone that actually does it for a living.

The next song is in progress. I'm actually halfway enjoying how this one is turning out. We'll see if the end product lives up to what I'm imagining in my head.